mother's day SPeCia:L

Momma!

Mum is always special, unique to others. Let's put it this way, do we ever ever compare our mothers? NO! Never. And that slightly explain how we secretly love, care and think of our mother.

Mothers aren't always appreciated, you know? Take ourselves for instance. Do we? Come on frankly.

When we're first born, we say an angel. (Besides the "evil" doctor who smacked our dear butt to make us cry.) She was the lady who would be raining care upon us for years to come. She would risk anything, ANYTHING to see us unhurt. She'd give up her life for us.

Let's face it. We'd never understand how our mums feel. But there's this question I want to ask you. Could you imagine how you mum would feel like when her child dies? ... ...

The heartbreak, the pain, the agony of facing the truth that she'd never ever believe in... You know, some mothers could even recover from the heartbreak of losing a child.

My mother. Brilliant. I remember when I was 7, I couldn't finish my homework. And it was goin to be midnight. (Hey, i actually stayed up till that late while I was still so small.) She held my hand and help me do my homework... And you know, I am a left-hander. But that didn't stop her. She, never wrote properly with her left hand before, took my hand steadily and help me finish my "sheng zi" (means vocabulary writing). I was like half awake, maybe entirely asleep then. She had to position me properly and grab my hand to write at the same time. And she was a teacher who need to get up to work early in morning the next day.

And there was one time, when I nearly lost her. She had gastric, or similar to food poisoning, only to be far more serious, because she ate to much "ye jiang" and that made her so weak. I didn't know how much i loved her, i cared about her. I wouldn't even dare to imagine life without her. I grabbed her hands tight, so tight... Wishing that she would be all right. And THANK GOD, she was safe.

I know this is a really late post for mother's but, I just want to thank my mum, and your mum, that you're here, you're safe. And just say "I love you, mum" to her, when you have gathered enough guts to do it. All mums are caring, you just need to be mature enough to see through the way she cares for you...

Mumma, LOVE you always...